the wait is over..

... what i wish for you?
laughs that continue to bring you happiness days after the moment has passed
a love so strong there isn't a question in your mind you have to ask
i hope you experience a passion so mindblowing you see nothing cross your path
and that a phenomenal woman comes into your life willing to overlook your past

... whenever you feel that you are ready for all that.

but I can't wait forever.
i'm an amazing woman, extremely clever
and there are certain things i deserve now, whether .. or not you're ready
i want to smile until my cheeks hurt.
cook dinner in two's and drink wine until our eyes flirt
i want to take random trips, gaining knowledge at what i intake
stretch my boundaries and do things i never dreamed would take place
see a race .. of people that i never knew existed
fill up word search books on rainy days until not a single word is missing..
be able to tell corny jokes.. just . because. i know you'll listen..
i want to walk hand in hand..
on the beach watching the sunset, at the start of a marathon we haven't run yet
i want to experience love first hand
i want to know what its like to wake up and go to sleep
with a heart in tune with mine for we have the same beat
i want to know the pattern in which you breath
i just want the fairy tale i've always dreamed..
and no, im not making reference to the disney princess happily ever afters
i want to argue over something that matters..
i want to get mad and storm out and then after.. crawl up beside you
i deserve something of my own, a love of my own, a partner of my own
i want someone selfishly devoted to me.
nothing matters outside of what WE have going on.
wishful thinking but i wont settle until its given..
so i dont blame you for taking your distance.

... i desire .. you procrastinate ..

i can no longer wait.