Thursday, June 23, 2011

late night rant ..

i used to love her ..
loved her like the first day of summer after an extremely wet spring. that exciting love, that makes you anticipate every second to come. overwhelmed by the butrerflies, my eyes danced in your presence. made each lesson that i thought scarred me worth it. a new feeling that made understand what my worth is..

but now I love her more..
so much that it frightens me. makes me question just how could it be, that I passed up a love truly all about me.. tables turned and I care more than you . want this more than you, and you're playing the games that I used to.. trying to keep a nonchalant attitude my heart is slowly being bruised . confused, because I cant understand why you can't just drop everything . make me your number one and go away with me. travel the world with no desire to leave .. no desire for anyone but the one staring you in your eyes..

but those days are gone..
and im listening to a scratched record that i've wiped the dust off. caught in a love triangle trying to avoid another love lost. but karma's coming and she's looking for me .. as I'm looking for your heart.. wondering just how far we've grown apart . wishing that we could have a fresh start, just me and you .. not a combination of everyone knowing our business .. just truth.

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